The rage revolves around me feeling like I am doing everything at home, or the kids not doing homework which causes great anxiety bc I then worry needlessly about their futures etc etc and I get mad and scared and yell bc I don't know what to do. Obviously I have some issues. I also have huge road rage and get mad at drivers I think are stupid (ie not doing what I think they should). Basically I am an asshole but no one outside my family would ever ever know. I'm in dbt class and hope that helps. Sometimes I just wish my overdose 22 years ago had worked. I just feel toxic to those around me. My therapist says I shame myself and put myself down all the time but I think I have a legit reason why

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