Went to bed last night at 9:00 and didn't get up this morning until 8:30. Guess I was a wee bit tired. Been cutting a lot the last couple of days. Just scratches really. Got tired of fighting the urge and staying in the same place of discomfort. Actually I had done pretty well over the last few weeks considering how upset and drained I have been. Hadn't been sleeping well at all and started having nightmares. Last night was filled with dreams. Interesting dreams, not scary at all. Night before last was not so good. I dreamt that I was trying to catch my blood in a small glass tube so that I could run some tests on it but it kept spilling out. There was no bottom on the tube and when I put my finger on the end the blood just leaked past my finger. I dream in color. I have been asked before if I dream in color or black and white. Do other people really dream in black and white? Why would that be?
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