Dear T,
Oh god, T, you scare me. You tell me this or that...you do this or that...and if it is slightly different from what PrevT would do..I feel scared and question to myself, "Is this right? Is this ethical? Do you know what you are doing?" I feel scared! I feel scared I am about to get hurt again..scammed again...traumatized again! Intellectually I understand this is just PTSD ....but ..emotionally I am frightened, alert and anxious. After what I have been through, I will never trust again...and that hurts.
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