Thank you all for the support, I really really appreciate being understood on this forum.

OE.....I just need to say I wish I had more I could say right now, but you know my kind caring and supportive thoughts are coming to you. Your situation SUCKS and I wish it were not as it is.

I had a session this morning, and at one point I became so confused and my therapist picked up on this and asked what was going on. I told him I didn't know where I was, then realised, no, it wasn't that......

I didn't know WHEN I was! I was confused by the time, and because of that, the place and day........ it was awfully weird. I couldn't talk about it, I just needed it to go away.

My therapist told me that I was squinting, almost from the beginning of session and wanted to know again what was going on. I could only respond, no it wasn't the light, I just needed the stuff closing in to go away.

I also had the feeling that there was something up in the corner of my vision.......

My therapist changed the subject away from me telling him about what happened at uni. He even at one stage told me......Jane, it is Tuesday morning 2015. He made me talk about what I would be doing for the rest of the day.....well, supposed to be doing. More research proposal work at uni. (That didn't go well needless to say)

All day since, I have felt......somewhat confused and really heavy in my body, just exhausted and tearful.

Ugh.......so much to do......no energy to do it!