I think what made me finally really want to get and stay sober was my third round of medically supervised detox in 3 months. I was killing myself slowly, hated my life, and everything in it. The shame of landing back in detox made me really reflect on what I was doing and I decided that I wanted my life back. I'll get my 3 month sober chip next week. It's still really hard and I'm doing lots of therapy, hell I"m in a psych hospital, but it's better than being drunk all of the time.

AA is saving my life and my sanity.

--splitimage