Well... I proved to myself that I wasn't bad like she thought I was. Still, the pain is there that my own mother thought so little of who I was/am. Maybe I redeemed myself some when I took care of her when she couldn't do it for herself anymore. Now that she's in spirit, she can see where she was wrong about me.

Sweety, I know you believe in me and I love you so much for it! It goes both ways, ya know!