OMG, my life has been turned upside down again by one phone call in a 12 hours time. I had no future until yesterday and now I have to get out of here, make plans etc.
Freedom.
I don't know where to start from.
Once again, will you stay through this, will you keep seeing me, despite having to reorganize things again, and me re-relocating?
Please don't drop me and don't talk about spacing sessions now. I've started to think about it but I don't feel ready. I'm taking a huge leap today which you don't know about yet and I don't know if it's my greatest chance or if it'll ruin me. I think the bravest thing I've ever done was to come to your office. It still is at times. One day I'll look back at my twenties and I will hate myself for wasting so much time, for being so afraid of life and depressed during the best years of my life. I want to stop this and learn to really believe in myself. I know you can help me. That's what I'm going to ask you next time.
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Everything will be ok in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.
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