Yeah it kind of is dangerous territory, lunaticfringe. I'm trying to minimize my psychotic episodes. I'm also kind of afraid to approach any supernatural religions these days. I thought about approaching more rational religions that appeal to reason like Deism or Pantheism, but I still have questions about what I experienced during psychosis. I think Deism teaches God made the universe and then abandoned it, and I don't believe that. I liked pantheism because it taught that everything was divine/sacred and to rely on nature and science as evidence for God. The only reason I haven't become a pantheist is because I still believe in an eternal soul and divine intervention. I'm just trying to figure out if any of my previous experiences were heading towards enlightenment or just insanity.