I had a different spiritual experiance. I could hear God's thoughts.
Problem with my grandios is that it was actually helping people around me. --Their own words.

The thoughts I experianced were unbelievably revealing. Bringing me to know things I possibly couldn't. Some can't be proved... Others were.

One time I was asked something about money and a few days later received a check in the mail for $100.
Another time I was told to go by a number 14 lottery ticket. I never buys those things, waste of money. But I did anyway and won another $100.

Because of so many things actually becoming a true experiance that can't be denied, my grandios lasted for several months.

I never once doubted any of it... Until the depression came back full throttle kicking me out of the false happiness I was in.

Crazy thing is I can still hear these thoughts on occasion even on my meds now but without the anxiety, unrealistic goals and odd behavior. I honestly don't know what to believe anymore.