I've never really experienced full blown happy mania, so I've never done anything that weird. Howuever, this last manic episode I experienced psychosis and did a lot of bizarre things. I don't remember what was real or not, but do recollect going outside on break at work and one of my friends was there (I don't know why she would have been there?) and having an entire conversation with her, and then she was just gone, so in hindsight it probably looked like I was standing there talking to myself.
During same episode I was making collage after collage to generate more "positive energy" and some of the pictures of people were talking to me, and I remember talking back to them, in presence of my daughter, so there's probably a legit reason for her saying mommy is scary when I got out of the hospital.
I also was snapping my wrists repeatedly with rubber bands to try and "wake" myself up, but that's probably not that weird.
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