I can't think, the last two days I can't even clean my house . I feel so lonely even though I live with my husband it is not enough, I believe he is tired of my mental health issues. Who wouldn't be tired.
I don't like me anymore. I don't know what I want. I do know that some time ago I lost my true self. That is a horrible thing to happen to someone. I isolate myself, scare to others people after the episode that lead to Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. I don't want artificial happiness. I want to just feel better and be able to do things. Times goes by, and I still the same depressed, sad, lonely person. I only shine when I am in touch with my family or the few friends I have, later I just cry ... sighs
PS. Sorry about my poor English skills. Hopefully you will understand. Thanks