I hate that too. Getting out of bed especially. I don't fall asleep until the sun comes up then I have to be up like 2-3 hours later, plus I have a med hangover from geodon. Then getting ready for school knowing I'm not prepared and that I have to face society head on, then scrambling to get ready for work, trying to remember to pack my meds so I won't have a meltdown day. Then getting home at around midnight and not being able to sleep despite so many sedating meds and sleep meds. Can't even bother with showering or brushing my teeth or putting on makeup or trying to look half decent. I haven't put on makeup in like 10 months. It's just too much to deal with on a daily basis.