Some good news!!!
I just texted the DBT T asking her if I could bring my puppy with me. I told her that my T used to let me and it helps me with the anxiety. She texted me back right away and told me I could! I'm so happy.
And my primary's nurse just called me!!! My primary wants to see me! But...they still can't make an appt for me. She's working this Sat at the walk-in clinic and it's a first come/first serve baisis. So I have to be there at........7:30am! Ugh. But still. She hasn't abandoned me. She asked to see me. Who gets happy to see a primary? lol.
But if my primary hasn't abandoned me, then that leaves a decision to be made. When my Pdoc comes back from maternity leave in May, do I return to her? Or stay with the county Pdoc? DBT group with county will be complete in May, and I will be going to the new DBT group if I stick with the DBT T. So there's no real purpose to stay with county. I just have to decide which Pdoc I want more.... Not looking forward to that decision. But I guess the positive is that I still have a decision.
I can honestly say I'm happy today.

