All week I have looked forward to seeing you tomorrow, but now... I want to see you, but I don't feel like talking. I don't know what to talk about. There isn't happening much in my life, but at the same time there is. I don't do much, but I have a lot of feelings. Unpleasant feelings. I just want to feel better. But therapy takes time. The medication isn't (yet) working. I'm scared.