I'm Still struggling to believe that life can be any better. I Have everything, a husband who does his best and is in a good job, supportive family and friends yet I feel so low. What a wimp! I don't want to live but I don't want to hurt these special people. I'm In a bit of a cleft stick, the option I want with the consequences I don't want. Meds haven't helped and neither has therapy. I Have to keep going, I have little choice.