I hate that it gives me the power to use logic on things that are simply, well, simple.

I can talk myself into spending a huge amount of money on a never ending search for happiness that never seems to be fulfilled no matter what I do. I hate how bp will have no regard for my credit cards or any money in my wallet. I hate how it will create an argument out of something that is not deserving. I hate how it makes me think of things that people would consider insane all while seeming perfectly logical to me.

Of course, I would change what I am for anything in the world. I am what I am and I have embraced me even though others may find me and that logic crazy.