I visited someone who recently retired and almost at once suffered a significant injury. I'd always thought her a bit of an ***. But seeing her in her home environment describing what her extended family has been through made me realize that was wrong. I pulled out of her driveway and started crying realizing only then how relieved I was that she is okay. How f'd is that? I'm so out of touch with my feelings. I don't know when I'll pull myself together mentally.