Hmmm thanks. Lots to think about. I will try to not jump to too many conclusions, but maybe ask him next week if it's still bugging me.

I get that it's "anonymous", but somehow... ugh... it feels kind of not-private. Maybe it's the way my T approached it with me, "Oh yeah, I was talking about you in supervision, and this other person wanted to know if maybe you had an eating disorder? So what do you think?" Meh. Now I feel like there's a third person in the room, and given this T has not been great with keeping the "therapeutic frame" (I've had someone walk in to the room once, I've had him leave to make sure he left papers for the next new client out in the waiting room, I've had him open the door to hush another therapist, I've had him open the door to look out and find out why a bell was going off, he looks at his phone when it buzzes, he once had to take a call about his sick mom... ugh. All understandable, but, not great for feeling like there's a safe, contained space I guess?)

Ugh... sorry, therapy just feels like it makes everything *harder*. Instead of feeling like I've got this awesome person on my side, it feels like one more thing I have to *deal with*.

*ThisWayOut* - sorry that you see yourself as a pain-in-the-backside client. I think I may be one too. Not on purpose, but... when I told my sis about being back in therapy, she told me, "Good luck! Don't be too hard on him!" (she repeated this a month later, not realizing she'd already said it!!!) I tried to ask her what she meant and she said, "well, you know how you can be... yikes.)