Awww, I'm sorry that it didn't work out in your favor hun. Be proud that you did get out of the house and made a good try, that's for sure. That's something I hate about being bipolar, I automatically think I know what everyone is thinking, and it's usually about me and not good which makes me nervous and awkward. Jobs are hard to come by, you just need to keep trying, something will turn up. My pdoc told me that having a job gives good self esteem, but then I thought not when it blows up in your face!

I do interior design for clients and get to set my own work schedule most of the time so that I can work around my moods and appointments. If I had to actually work for someone, I don't think I could do it if not well. I say go find a job and see what you can do. Of course the extra money would help. Your ol man's ego got bruised, that's all. He'll get over it. Good luck hunny!