I have been distant with him for a couple days since I found out about the pregnancy. He is asking me if I am mad at him, if everything's ok and wants to know how I'm doing. Does he suspect I might be pregnant or am I paranoid? How do I play it off that nothing's up?
Also I have been pregnant before by a previous abusive boyfriend but I miscarried before the abortion appointment. This was very emotionally draining. I was depressed and had anxiety attacks because I was so scared of being pregnant and my ex was not helpful at all. I felt I was losing myself and control over managing life's curve balls so I began to control my dieting and exercise in a non healthy way. I went to counseling and I am still dealing with the effects of the relationship. I am worried this might be the same hurdle again. Another reason why I'd rather not tell him to prevent more trauma. This time I am not at all close to a nervous breakdown as my first pregnancy but I do feel really alone in this situation.