I see my T tonight and I'm waffling - do I need to tell her how bad things WERE in the last several days??? In the last about 18 hours things have been back to pretty much normal and I don't want to make anyone over-react... I just don't know. I was basically one foot in the hospital as it was, I'm afraid if I say just how dark it got, I won't be believed when I say things are dramatically better. She doesn't know me very well yet and I'm kind of afraid she'll err on the side of too much caution (I don't really know HER very well yet either, so maybe she wouldn't). I could def. pass an evaluation, if it comes to that, but I have no insurance and can't really afford to spend an entire day in ER being observed and evaluated anyway.

Meds have helped stabilize things and I really feel like I'm out of the crosshairs of this thing for now, so is there even any point to saying "yeah it was BAD, but not anymore?"