I am currently 6 months pregnant, I had to go overseas to do an Ivf treatment and stayed 3 months by myself. I am high risk due to my age (43) and have constant check ups. I don't work so my husband is the one paying the bills, but I am a very good wife to him.

The house is spotless, food is hot, clothes are clean, etc. We have been getting along fine because I rather no complain about certain things but when it comes to something he has to compromise, the cruelty and meanness of his words are extreme. Every time we have an argument he always throws in my face that I should be happy that I don't work, that have a place where to live and other women in my condition(pregnant) are doing, exercise, climbing stairs, running, working etc. He always makes me feel like I am worthless and anything I do is not good enough. Last night he told me that he didn't needed my food or washing the clothes because he can eat better than any meal I make for him and he can do his own crap.

I am carrying his baby, is not even mine, I used an egg donor to be able to get pregnant.. I wish I could find a job and be able to support myself but I don't think anybody will hire me at my advance stage. I have never allowed anybody to maintain me because sooner or later it will be thrown at me. I have no family here, nowhere to go. He always in every argument even without pregnancy makes sure to make me feel so insignificant. after an hour he comes and apologizes saying we had an argument and just live with it. He is a Police officer and he doesn't stop or see my point of view until I'm hysterically crying and screaming. There is no talking with him to explain what i feel, he immediately attacks me and degrades me.