First off...Welcome!! And yes, I agree. Sorry, not sure i have a lot of advice, but I just wanted to say that I understand some of what your going through and your not alone. I suffer from depression and I am pretty sure I have ADD now. My best friends mom has schizophrenia also. its not fun to be depressed and i wanted to let you know that me and everyone else are here to talk to you. im sorry your going through a rough time and I hope you get some really good advice and help here.