Hey everyone, happy Wednesday, yada yada yada. I'm tired, as usual. I should probably change my status to "tired" instead of "stressed" but can't gather up the gumption to do it.

HEY GRANITE!!!!!! See how I played nice and let you have your space this time? It was very hard for me not to pester you while you were absent. I hope you are feeling better now!!

I'm trying to force myself to look at my school website, and face up to how much work I've missed since I was sick the whole week after Spring Break and I haven't even opened the website since then. . .Chicken!! The anxiety is killing me!

It's like, I know I've missed a lot, and I know a lot of deadlines have passed, but if I don't go back and continue to work from today forward I AM GOING TO FAIL all 4 classes for absences. Every day that passes the anxiety gets even stronger, and I become even more scared, but I'm just missing more and more work by putting this off.

BLAH! GAH!! ACK!!! EEK!!!! I can't think of any more shouts of frustration, but you get the point.