Darlin, your a hopeless romantic! I don't trust bipolar love anymore. Bipolar makes red look redder, the sun shine brighter, and feelings run on overdrive. That bipolar love, the way I now see it, is just an illusion/delusion. We bipolars are Romeos and Juliets. Normal people don't see it that way, they are Bert and Ernie's. I learned to not trust my heart in matters of love. It's taken 4 failed committed relationships to drive that home. That's just me though, I too am hopeless as much as I want to preach against it. I also know that once an illusion has been shattered, it will never be the same again. Good luck on your decsion.