I hate the feeling where I'm so depressed nothing sounds interesting.
I feel like most of what I do is just to pass time. Pass time until what? I don't know. Until I think it's socially acceptable to drink a glass of wine or to go to bed? Or until I can watch tv?
What do I mark time for?
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“It's a funny thing... but people mostly have it backward. They think they live by what they want. But really, what guides them is what they're afraid of.” ― Khaled Hosseini, And the Mountains Echoed
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