Dear t,
my inner kid is having all sorts of irrational fears about g finding out, and hunting us down to continue what he used to do. I'm trying to talk myself out of it, but the emotional experiencing is far from being able to listen to reason right now. I really want to call you and get radiance that is safe, that he doesn't know, and that nothing will happen. But I don't want to be annoying. I see you tomorrow anyway. I should be able to make it through 48 hours between appointments...
I hope tomorrow helps calm this a bit.