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Originally Posted by HALLIEBETH87
I've stayed in bed. I've worn same clothes and even slept in them for last four days and couldn't care less. I want nothing to do with my friends nor my regular activities. I'm uneasy I gave up the pills. Between bouts of high anxiety, I cry and sleep. I've self harmed.ive been impulsive. They say I'm high risk.
It's beautiful outside and I wish it was dark and raining like I feel. I see T tomorrow and hope I can say with honesty I feel better.
I think of darkness and wish for light. I try new coping skills but it's hard to even do them. Am I alone or do talk understand this?
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Aww sweety, I hope you get to feeling better. But if it was me, I'd want to go in there and bite my doctors head off so he can see that it ain't working! I hope it goes well that you do make it.