I barely get any good sleep now, and last night during my few hours of sleep, I was awoken by a nightmare! I normally get them very often, but the past few weeks I haven't been having them at all. This one was about a person I'm close to becoming violent and mean against me, which I know he would never do. I literally woke up shaking and with so much anxiety.
Then to top it off, it's after 3 am, and my brother is doing things to make his girlfriend scream! LOL but not in a dirty way, but like he will throw bugs at her or something and she will SCREAM like she's being murdered. Such mature 19 year olds! Anyway, it's after 3 am and I just woke up from a nightmare and I hear her screaming like that, it did not calm my fears.
I did manage to fall back asleep (amazing) but I woke up way too early again anyway. I still have the images of the nightmare in my head. I know it would never happen in real life, but it's amazing how real dreams can feel sometimes.
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