Great job!!!!!!!!! It's such an amazing feeling to reach the point you have!! I still struggle with watching what I say and that's difficult. I tend to say dumb things a lot. Things I wouldn't say.
I Just got over a grandios mania. Didn't really affect anyone but me however I did some pretty weird crap. Looking back is strange. Seeing the pictures I drew that had so much meaning then is weird. I'm like.... What the hell is this?!
Hardest part for me is just pulling myself out of that reality. I crashed into a depressive state not to long ago and finally accepted I really do have bipolar.
Before, I believed I was healed overnight so I stopped therapy and my meds.
My depressive state was terrible before the grandios mania. I actually took myself to the ER after months of performing extremely dangerous acts. It was the worst it had ever gotten.
Doing great now though!!

Congrats to you!!