I talked to T. He wants me to get back on the meds asap. He wanted me to call the nurses line and talk to the pharmacist. He's very concerned that I wont be able to catch myself when I spin out and I'll end up sectioned. So my idea. Get the meds to restart if needed. I have about a week left in this horrible withdraw then I'll decide when I'll re-start. I need to talk to my pdoc.