I haft to do the hardest thing i will ever do. I am going to give up my two rabbis Monty and Mary. I cant juggle work, school, play practice, and take care of them. The thing that really gets me down is how my mom is reacting. She just dont get it that i really care about them, and would give my life for them. She is acting like a b****. She doesnt care about how im feeling. i know for a fact cause when ever i ask her to help me with them she just says their not my rabbits, and u should of thought about that before we got them..i got them 7 years ago.. oh yeah 7 years ago i didnt have a job, play practice, or a life... well i still dont have a life.. I cant stand how she treats me.. For heaven sakes the freaken TV she has is worth more to her than me.. I dont understand, she watches TV 24 hrs a day. Cant she spare 5 minnutes to help me once with my rabbits... I cant take her anymore.. I want to get her attention but how can i compete with her best friend, best friends daughter, the TV and the dang dog.. Yes the dog is worth more than me too. I cant compete... I cant go on like this... I want to be 18 now instead of 17. i want those 4 months to go by now, just so i can go away.. I cant even cry... It make my mom more mad if i cry... So what can i do, keep cutting my self, work, and play perfect for her... I ruined her life... i ruined my life.. and everyone elses life that they come in contact with me... I give up.. i just GIVE UP....