i have no one to talk to and i need to vent. i'm sure there are others out there who feel as i do...and yet putting it all down makes it seem so real. i'm miserable and no one knows, not even my husband. we don't talk at all. we love each other very much but we just don't communicate. he's such a happy peaceful person and i don't want to drag him down or burden him. i hate my life. i do nothing but take care of our 2 kids and do housework. we barely have any money. the kids are demanding. i feel like an invisible person. i don't feel like anything i want or need matters to anyone. i don't have any freedom. i have been depressed my whole adult life and i'm sick of it.