hi
it really sounds like you are dealing with verbal and emotional abuse. you need to decide if this is the type of life you want to continue to lead, the type of home you want to raise a child in, whether you want to keep this child since you made a point to specify it is not yours. you seem to realize how difficult it would be out on your own at this point. what you dont mention is contacting a domestic violence shelter. they consider emotional abuse abuse as well. at least the one in my city does. they help you get back on your feet and start a new life. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome