Sorry I can't think except disjointed sentences with silents in between.

I have the full doses now but with both the lamictal and effexor need to be built back up to those levels. My T wants me to call the nurses line or pharmacist to figure out how to build back up. So the only one I can take is the Abilify normally. With this withdraw I'm finally free to finish the stupid withdraw and try unmedicated with therapy. Which I have never tried and want to. while clutching my abilify closely just in case. I'm withdrawn currently and just there so waiting is not a bad thing.

I don't think this was a passive aggressive thing but it may have worked out to be a good thing.