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Originally Posted by Open Eyes
You are "numb", that is normal after experiencing a trauma like this that is so severe, and you have experienced "two" traumas because you also saw your friend drown.
Ok, now you see people working in the fields and going to school and you are going to college right now? Yes, you are seeing people doing "life" here and there. You are doing life right now too, but you are numb right now because of the trauma, it is also normal to ask the question you asked, even not feeling human, but detached, that is the numb. Keep doing, keep learning, keep going forward, let life slowly come back into you. It takes "time".
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i have been numb for 4 years now...its like reality to me now...sometyms even feel that all the people outthere are also acting like me....the only thing keeps me still searching is that what we had was real too...
the people i see around doing life, i think it to point less...i feel they dont do it because they want to...bt they are taught to...by all those rules of society from wihich no one can breakfree...