Ok so basically I joined PC for a majority of issues. Alcohol being one of them. I am not sober. I drink every night. I enjoy it though. Is that normal? I know its not good for me. I have a medical condition where drinking is not helping but I can't stop. Im afraid to stop. The other day, I looked in my freezer and saw that my whiskey bottle was not full enough to get me through the night and I literally panicked and had to make my husband late for work so that I can take a ride to the liquor store. It has taken me a while to realize I have a problem with alcohol but my fear of not feeling the escape I feel when Im drunk over powers the need to get sober. I used to tell my husband, sure I can only have one drink but I proved to him and myself that its not true. I can't only have one drink. I drink shot after shot of whiskey until I feel nothing. I look forward to the feeling alcohol gives me. Am I in serious trouble? What do I do? Im here for support and advice and Im ready and willing to listen. I have to get this under control but Im so scared I wont be able to do it. Please.... anyone???