I was scared when I first joined this group, possibly bc I am having a hard time coping with this but I have been reading posts constantly and have realized you are all here to help and support and to never judge. I feel comfortable sharing now. I am the type to fight once I know what is going on, in most aspects of my life anyway. I believe knowledge is power so therefore have been researching borderline. I came across alot of info which has been helpful along with an article of how a relationship evolves with a borderline. WOW, talk about reading your life story. Is there a way to get passed this borderline disoder or am I and all those who care about me doomed? I have just reached the end of my rope. I know I was not right. I have felt like that my entire life so I decided to get help and im trying but see no change in my behaviors, thinking.. nothing except the feelings of "help me" and "its useless"