Had nightmare about being kicked out. Alarm went off. Have to get moving to get ready for work. Drinking...a little is a lot for me.

Going to do things that make me happy from now on.

I don't need this job! After the interview, i was so upset. Now, i know i made a bad mistake. One shouldn't feel like that going for a new position in the same company. I know i worked hard for this company. I should of gotten a raise. I am very aware if they really like you and want you, they will give you a raise. Their company policy is only an excuse. I have worked put there in the world before so i am very aware of that.