I think perhaps I had that termination dream last night that you said (again) we would wait for. I'm not sure if you'll see it the same way I do or not. But honestly like I told you last week, I don't think it matters if I have one or not, anyway,because I'm not stopping my inner work, I just don't need support with it anymore. The reason this termination thing is so hard to talk about is because I genuinely like you and respect the work you do and I will miss our conversations. But I am doing well, I am happy, and handling my own "stuff" better than ever, and I will be fine.