OMG im soooo happy for you....Ive been through an LDR (not as horrible as yours though) However, it is true when they say, distance makes the heart grow fonder....when you go back with him physically i know it will feel like you never missed a beat....and though i have been with my sweety now physically for 7 months....i still have that longing for him....and you know what ...it makes the relationship oh so much more special....when your with him i know you two will never take for granted each others company ....while most say they are glad to have a vacation from their lover ...i say (and im sure everyone else whose been through the same pain as a long distance relationship) that i will never ever take a vacation away from my partner....ever lol....lol i miss him when he goes into the next room...and your right sweety...i wouldnt wish that pain on anyone...you deserve this ...you both do...i know how much you love each other....and it makes me remember how tense and excited i was to get back together...you deserve this reunion more than anyone else i know!!! YEY FOR YOU!!!!!
Love,
Inny