Within the 8 days I had the episode I had one period where I was awake for 37 hours and during this set period of time, I was so confident and full with energy that I signed up for a marathon that was only a few days away because I felt like I was the most in shape person in the world and I had not been on a run. Then I ordered the 21 day fix EXTREME (for like fit *** people) then I texted my ex and told him to apply to my university and move in with me then I went to Walmart with my friend and went up to everyone I could find in the store to ask them what color "the dress" was and if they disagreed I went into a detailed explanation and then spent $50 in paint and my friend said she didn't understand a word I said that night then I went home and texted everyone I knew saying I felt like I was the happiest person in he world and called my mom to tell her how I felt and she had to hang up after 15 min because she didn't understand a word I was saying and then I got to the point of confirmation of payment for a ticket to Spain and then somehow realized that was "too impulsive" and decided I should drive 10 hours to Miami instead
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