I've got no choice but to be strong for all I can. I've been alone most of my life to begin with. I'm used to it. I'm married and I'm still alone. It's more like having a roommate down the hall. We live in seperate rooms with seperate lives. When I start to talk about my feelings and how I feel and about us, I get "tell it to your therapist. All you want to do is talk about yourself. Now leave, I'm watching a movie". Like I said, alone.

So we're getting a divorce and I'm all excited about it and I can't wait fast enough!