So, I have adhd. The thing is the stupid university health center (I have mandatory student health insuarance and have to go here) took nearly 2 months to diagnose me. Instead of doing the same as regular clinics they made me do some full test that not only lasted a month but took up a great deal of my time. The thing is I went to the doctor so I could get medication cause I was having trouble with class but by the time I actually got the medication the semester was over. My grades are atrocious and the thing is the classes were easy. I just couldn't meet the deadlines for assignments and professors don't accept adhd as an excuse. I'm not a bad student. My grades have been fluctuating. I got a 4.0, a 2.7, a 3.0, a 3.8, a 2.7 and now probably a 2.5 in for the past 6 semesters in university. My cumulative GPA is ruined. And the fact that I failed EASY classes is going to be permanently on my transcript. I can't explain this to professors and there goes my chances of getting into graduate school and getting a job. My whole life I've had people tell me that if I just live up to my (stupid, ****ing) "great potential" things will work out. But I'm sick of hearing it. I just want to cry. It's not fair. I've been trying my best. I didn't know I had ADHD now that I do I can probably get meds to help but I can't change my past, my grades and feeling stupid my whole life. On top of that I'm going to need a **** load of money to pay for retaking my tests. Now I have loans on top of disappointed parents to worry about. Thanks life! and **** you! I know I'm whining but I just needed to vent. I'll get over it soon hopefully