Thanks guys ... ((((((((((hugs))))))))))))

It actually wasn't SO bad. The person who was there was a guy (first time i've ever seen a guy) and so it was different ... but good i think. He was really sweet. Don't know if it really did much good ... or if i'll be going back anytime soon, but i guess it was good to go and just talk a little bit. He reminded me so much of my father(figure) from school though. Cant decide whether that helped or not, as i miss him now, but at least he didn't laugh in my face.