What Happen:
[ I met a beautiful woman who happen to be highly intelligent, caring, and basically perfect in so many ways that she got me thinking that she was too good for me. Which is normal... I think.
Which I guess sent me down a rabbit hole....I started defining all her faults in order to some how heal my ego from believing I wasn't good enough.
I don't remember saying anything to her, except for our introductions and the regular get-to-know-you-chit-chat.. but I know said something terrible I because the red wine she was drinking will not come out of my dress shirt. ].

I have had many moments where I don't remember things but nothing like this. Usually I zone out doing something; like getting ready for work at home and then next thing I know I am pulling into the parking lot at work.
Not sure what is happening to me.