I don't know if anyone else has this problem but it's a HUGE problem for me. I doesn't matter how little or how much sleep I have, I wake up in rage. I hate everybody, and everthing. The next few hours is when the majority of fights happen as well as suicidal thoughts.

I am mean, and it's extremely difficult to control. I almost can't. I can't stand this. I dread going to sleep because I dread waking up. I am like this with or without meds. I don't know what to do.

Is there any meds I can take when I wake up to help with this? I need something because I can't keep living like this. it's too bad to just ignore.