That's really tough. When I am unwell I go into rages but tend to be worse at night. Without meds I am like that much more often. Although I am on meds I do have phases where I am in rages almost daily. I find anti-psychotics help best and Benzodiazapines like Valium are also helpful. Are you seeing a pdoc. Perhaps it would be a good idea to talk it through with them as you don't want to live like this. I know it is hell. Take care.