There are torrential thoughts
Like foods, destruction.
They are all within me as I keep quiet I try hard to be quiet.
In efforts to be silent. I stopped seeing anyone. I worry that they will become infected. I should be quarantined and as the thoughts rage,I am silent.
I feel like I am slipping away and it's ok. I turned off the shallow Facebook. I know there is no way anyone will notice my absence.
This is ok .
I really have zero to offer the world yet sometimes, even when you have nothing to offer you secretly hope you matter.
Even in situations where you know you do matter, the voices tell you this is a lie. I don't know who to believe, my world seems the wrong way up without any hope of polarities ever changing.
I am wondering whether I can change the pre written path.
i appreciate the hugs and thoughts from all who kindly took the time to answer. Thinking of hugs kind of makes me feel sore and stinging I'm not sure why. But, everything hurts presently both physical and emotional.
Thank you