Its too bad when someone misuse your trust. I cant bear seeing anyone in trouble because of me. It has always put me in trouble. Even after the abuse if they say sorry i would simply forgive them. Once after the abuse i said sorry thinking i ruined his normal like. Felt like it was me who provoked a totally good person. I trusted him. I turned him into a pervert. I dont know what i do to provoke every single men i meet. May be its just that i am a bad person. May be i was created to be used